My friend Mikey died two days ago of a heroin overdose.
Why the fuck does it ever become an option? I’ve watched my friends become horrible people. Stop fucking doing heroin.
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Some things I need to do this week:
- Stop e-stalking my ex boyfriend. Why am I doing this to myself? Its completely stupid to live in the past. It just makes you sad and if you could really remember what it was like you would remember that you cried every day and that you were miserable and jealous and afraid.
- Get out of bed. Besides vomiting all morning, you’re feeling better. You’re just going to make yourself feel worse if you keep this up. Remember April and how big your ass got.
- Sort through your shit for the move. Self explanatory.
- Decide if you’re really going back to school or not. No one will hire you when you’re this pregnant so you have to be doing something. You’re an extremely lazy person so its not like you’re going to find some marketable trade in your artistic abilities. Get real.
- Take a fucking shower, you nasty.
I’m trying hard to live by Cat Principles.
1- I am glorious above all things
2- Eat when hungry, sleep when sleepy, play when bored
3- Affection is given and received on my terms and only mine
4- Show displeasure clearly.
6- Demand the things you want. If they aren’t given, demand them again, but louder this time.
7- If you are touched when you don’t want to be, say so. If they continue to touch you, make them bleed.
I have spent too much time alone with my cat to not have already become one in my thoughts and actions.
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I can’t stop crying. All day. I just wish I could go back and undo everything I’ve done. This can’t be it.
And everyone fucking died today.